Google's Map the Fallen -- Memorial Day '09

A software developer (Sean) at Google has unveiled a terrific device this Memorial Day our readers will be interested in.

The application weds several of the source databases we at the Portal use for our research and has amped them up within the Google Earth platform to provide a comprehensive tool with which to pay individual respects to our fallen heroes.

CNN previewed the application in this morning's broadcast:



You'll need to download Google Earth which is available at MapTheFallen.org.

We're busily trying it out for ouselves and it's pretty spectacular. We'll be putting it on the sidebar of The Ledger as well as here and featuring it on the Portal's webpage.

As a postscript: we're long overdue explaining the lack of activity here and at the Portal, but will get around to it shortly.

Pfc. Nachez ("Little Fawn") Washalanta II

Like a lot of other false starts in Nachez Washalanta's young life, the circus wasn't working out all that hot. Wasn't too long after his stint under the big top that Wash enlisted in the Marine Corps.

If that strikes you as an improbable resume, the few observers of Nachez "Little Fawn" Washalanta's life will tell you that's because you ain't a Marine.

"You could tell he never fit in anywhere before ... until he joined the Marines" observes journalist Earnie Grafton. Grafton, a reporter/photographer for the San Diego Times and a former Marine, got himself embedded with Wash's light armored reconnaissance unit charging from Kuwait to Tikrit in March of 2003.

He was a short kid. So short I remember thinking he must have just squeaked by the Marine minimum-height requirement. I think he was barely 20 years old at the time. Too young to drink, but old enough to drive an armored vehicle into war.

He came from Ardmore, Okla., some small town where opportunity doesn't exactly shoot up from the hard-packed red earth. I remember that he hadn't had an easy life. He told me he had "screwed up" a few times back in Oklahoma. He was a tough guy who didn't talk much. He either said what he thought, which usually wasn't the right thing to say to your boss, or he simply clammed up. . .

Washalanta wasn't a poster Marine. He sure wasn't the type a press-relations officer would want you to write about.

"Screwing up" was how Wash came to the attention of Judge Tom Walker. Carrie, wife of Wash's commanding officer, wrote in to the comments section of Villanous Company, a blog maintained by a Marine wife

Wash had the worst family life ever. Father went to jail and mom was/is a drug addict. It became clear early on that Wash's mom was not a good caregiver and the same judge who put his father in jail put him and his little brother in the custody of a great aunt.

Later, when the great aunt could no longer keep up with the boys because of age, he put Wash into foster care. I know nothing more about his brother after this point. If I remember correctly, Wash bounced around foster care abit but finally ended up with a good family. He stayed with them until he graduated from high school.

Judge Walker had a hand in steering Wash -- or "Chez" as he was called in school days -- to Thunderbird Academy, an alternative school that's an adjunct of the National Guard Youth Challenge Program. There's some evidence that the Judge took part in the family intervention that convened to persuade Wash that the circus might be a poor career choice. His foster parents and even his foster brothers and sisters thought a circus lifestyle might be a little too much like the family life he'd been born into.

The break from his "family of origen" doubtless paved the way for what happieness and success Wash enjoyed in his too brief life. The partisan feelings of those championing Wash, however, have buried the origen of his name "Little Fawn." Along with "Chez" and "Wash," "Little Fawn" is how he gave himself to be called by new or significant people in his life.

"People are probably reading this and shaking their heads," Lcpl. Weaver writes of one of the best friends he's ever known, "but this is how Chez' and I used to talk, and will talk when we meet up again. Until next time, Little Fawn."

No tribal affiliation is mentioned in the sources readily available for the young Oklahoman, but the name so perfectly fits the wary coltishness Wash often displayed you almost have to believe some native American shaman "read" Wash's spirit at birth.

One of Wash's teachers, Ms. Vanessa Chappel of Smithville, Texas, penned this recollection to Chez

My most fond memory of you was on our field trip to Grapevine Mills Mall and the Ft. Worth zoo. I don't know if you'd been included on any field trips before that time. You acted surprised that I invited you to go. But I was very happy that you went. When we returned, you and I had time to visit with each other while we waited for Christine to pick you up. I enjoyed that time very much. I was happy to have the chance to get to know you a little better.

Well, and yes, at-risk-youth, kids with trouble at home often maintain a reserve within themselves. Skittishness at simple human regard -- trembling at the common respect which binds our society -- these are the conditioned responses of trust shattered at an early age, trust not soon restored.

But who's to say a shaman cannot foretell an infant's destiny? Surely a seer does not blink at the betrayals that may befall a child he is called to name. What soothsayer worth his salt averts his eyes to the wounded response to such betryal ?

If journalist Grafton knew Wash's Indian moniker, he may have considered it too vulnerable. Aside from sounding so un-Devil Dog, "Little Fawn" would have rendered the portrait he gives us of Wash as a brooding loner altogether too sentimental and schmaltzy.

Grafton tells us of two encounters, two moments of "quality time" with Wash. One relates to the moody photo above. After snapping the picture of Wash taking a solitary smoke break, Grafton engages him about his job as driver of the 12 ton light tank they travel in. Having earlier overheard the tough young marine's complaints (" 'I don't want to be a f – -ing driver,' he said, 'I joined the Marines to fight,' ") Grafton expects a brusque brush off. Instead, Wash responds to the attention by offering a detailed explanation of the machine and its operation, revealing the deep pride he takes in his developing mastery of the beast.

The journalist sets the scene of his other moment of quality time: Wash's job isolates him in the cockpit of the tank, Grafton explains, so his limited social interaction often involves the squad outdoing each other as they grandiloquently rag on their young driver about the uncomfortable ride he's giving them across the desert.

One day south of the Tigris River, Wash got the vehicle stuck up to its axles when a dike we were crossing gave way on the right side. [Sergeant] Mike turned the air blue yelling at Wash, even though everyone, probably including Mike, knew it wasn't really Wash's fault. Everyone except Wash, of course.

I remember seeing the tough guy, the I-don't-take-crap-from-anyone guy, standing off by himself with his head down. I walked up to him. He had tears in his eyes and said softly, "I really f – -ed up. I let the staff sergeant down."

He hadn't, of course. I told him that, and later Mike told him the same. But Wash wasn't buying it. His pride wouldn't allow that.

There's much about Little Fawn that brings to mind that "underdog soldier in the night" Bob Dylan wrote of, so much in his story that gets you yearning for the chimes of freedom to ring for him. Again, Carrie, wife of Wash's commanding officer:

While we were driving from California to Virginia, we took a detour to Ardmore, Oklahoma. Ardmore is exactly what you'd think it was. Small, not high rent, dusty. The Gene Autry museum is there.

We met the judge who'd had been such a part of Wash's life at the cemetery and talked with him for about an hour. He gave the eulogy at Wash's funeral. Said that there weren't very many people there. Mostly guys from the local VFW.

The judge made sure that the great aunt who had first taken care of Wash received a flag. The mother was there but the look on the judge's face when he referred to her made me not want to ask more. I know that the CACO warned me off of her. She had somehow grifted money out of the Marine Corps and they were all pretty disgusted with her.

After Wash's foster parents died, he changed the beneficiary of his SGLI to his foster sister. I always think about that and it makes me sad. He didn't have anyone else to leave it to.

It's very much the tender concerns the military wives at the Villainous Company blog express for Wash that drew our attention to him. There's much to mourn in the story of a young life whose road of redemption ended way too early. Little Fawn had only just begun strengthening his legs for that road.

But already on that road, Wash encountered allies every bit as stalwart as Judge Walker. Lcpl. Weaver with his testimony that Wash was a "no BS type of guy and . . .a great Marine" is just one among several comrades expressing their respect and admiration for the warrior, and not just his age peers.

"To the Washalanta Family, My most sincere condolences go to your family. I met young PFC Nachez Washalanta in Iraq. My unit was attached to his battalion. We shared a helicopter ride back to Kuwait and later the freedom bird back to the USA, where I met his brother. We shared stories of our units’ exploits during the "march up" to Baghdad and spoke as peers despite our age difference. He was a fine young man and a credit to the Marine Corps and to his country.
Semper Fidelis."
Staff Sergeant Guevarra of 4th LAR Bn.

"Wash I am sorry for what happen to you. I think of you everyday and can't sleep a night with out that day replaying in my head. The truth is you were there because you were the best for the job. You were respected and loved by all of us Wash. I saw how important you were to every one that day and how important you were to me in the thoughts I have about you all the day. It hurts to know you are gone but I gain strength from knowing you were with the people you wanted to be with that day."
Sgt. Anthony Jones -- Nightcrawler 4 -- 1st LAR PRT Guard of Norco Ca

And while the wives' seem particularly concerned that Wash had insufficient time on this earth to find a soul mate who might mourn his passing and remember him always, Little Fawn is respected and remembered with love by his natural family

"Nachez,I found out to late you are my brother. I wish we could have had the chance and time to get to know each other. The friends of yours I have had the privledge to talk to maintain what a wonderful and brave person you were and how blessed they were to have you in their lives, even if for only a short time.
So, I thank you and love you...."
Suncerrae of Phoenix, AZ

as well as his chosen family

"Chez: Today we went to a memorial to honor your life. What a big to do it was! You would have just quietly shrugged and said, "It was no big deal, that was my job." You were such a blessing to us Chez. You showed me what a hero truly is. You taught me the past is exactly that, the past. The future and what we choose to do with it is the only thing that matters.
Darrien and Jackson loved you so. Through your eyes they saw the whole world. Inside your bible they found their picture. It put them atop the world. Although it is so difficult to say, I am truly thankful you are finally at peace. Thank you for loving us enough to defend this country...so Jackson may never have to. I thank God for the time you spent with us. You are and will remain our precious hero. Semper Fi"
David, Jennifer, Darrien and Jackson of Norman, OK

No matter what false starts Destiny presented Little Fawn, it was not so cruel as to completely deny him the love that was his due nor to withhold the respect that he earned in his short time among us.

For that, let us remember Nachez Washalanta II.

* On June 19, 2008, The Daily Ardmoreite noted the passing of Lila Esther Sturdevant at 98 years of age. A teacher in local schools for 31 years, Mrs. Sturdevant and husband Gordon were childless but helped to raise three generations of nieces and nephews. Mrs. Sturdevant was preceded in death by her husband, her three brothers and a great nephew, Private Chez Washalanta, USMC.

** Be sure to check out the Wall of Honor at Thunderbird Academy, a link from Jason's Peace. . .A Piece of Honor.

Political Correctness -- Part IV B 2 d, The IraqNam Exclusion

What passes for the Portal's "Editorial Board" -- which includes most anybody passing by the computer banks here at the Library -- has green lighted linking to posts at the blog "IraqNam."

Since hammering out our editorial policy enshrined at the flagship site -- pledging ourselves to embed only links "as free as possible of political presentation or editorial framing" -- it has come to our sad attention that media outlets do not maintain articles and coverage of the individual fallen at their websites indefinitely.

In some cases, coverage is archived and can be retrieved upon enrollment with the outlet, sometimes at a fee, sometimes not. Occasionally, as serendipity dictates, articles can be retrieved with the Way Back Machine at the internet Archive.org.

Frequently in our research we'd come across the entries for the fallen at the IraqNam blog, an anti-war (but pro-troop -- our editors grudgingly agreed) site active September '06 to October '07. While deferring to the original source of the articles reproduced at IraqNam, we did notice that the blog had copied and pasted directly from the sources, exercising no editorial rewriting nor highlighting. The blog is quite outspoken in its opposition to the war in its other entries, but interposes none of its views in the biographical postings.

Increasingly this summer, we've discovered that the original documents are no longer featured at the publisher's sites. IraqNam has by default become the readiest access to the sort of biographical material that fully commemorates our heroes.

In future, we'll be including the IraqNam links when content warrants. We're simply going to trust that Americans have not become so supersensitive that they have rejected a heritage of pragmatic review and respect of other's views.

Photo courtesy Jason Barbacovi of Me and Chairman Mao at blogspot.

Lcpl. Jonathan W. Collins

Angels laid him away. . .*

Lcpl. Jonathan W. Collins, 19; Crystal Lake, Illinois
12/31/84 --
08/08/04
U.S.Marine 2nd BN, 4th Marines, 1st Marine Division, I Marine
Expeditionary Force
One of the last images JonathanW. Collins' parents have of their son is a picture of the Marine surrounded by laughing Iraqi children. "Here he has this huge smile, in the middle of all this nonsense and death and heat," Jack Collins said. "I always looked at that picture as a moment of sanity in an insane situation. . .he loved surrounding
himself with people." Faces of the Fallen -- Washington Post/Legacy.com

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From Fallen Heroes Memorials

Bryden is sleeping. His eyes are closed tight.
It's funny how his muscles twitch and make him look funny.

He's beautiful man, i wish you could see him.
Everyday when i see him being held by his mother, it breaks my heart that neither of them will ever get to meet you.
Bryden won't have that cool uncle who will let him drink when he's 16, or take him out to a movie or to the mall and make him feel like he's cool because he is not with his boring lame parents, but with his cool uncle.
Everyday i make sure i hold Bryden up to your USMC photo and point out "That's your uncle, he was a great guy, but he's not here now. When you get older I'll tell you about him."
And Catherine misses you too. Whenever we go to the cemetery, she breaks down and cries. She feels like she knew you.
I miss you everyday.
Bryden is waking up now. Please watch over him and keep him safe.
I'll visit your grave as soon as i can.
I love you.
Take it easy brother, i'll see you soon.

Brandon

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It'll come as no surprise to anyone who's read Jonathan's biographical info and his tributes that kids are the chief beneficiary of the The Lcpl. Jonathan W. Collins Memorial Fund.

Those of you nearby Crystal Lake, Illinois next weekend note that a Walk/Run is scheduled. If you're looking for some recreation among some good folks, I'd say it's a good bet. Info at the website: check it out !

* The childlike wonderment in Mississippi John Hurt's song "Louis Collins" combines with the deceptively simple guitar to make of the meditation something like a reassuring lullaby. The 1928 rendition is courtesy of the Internet Archive.

US Forces Personnel: The Prospect for Gold

Maintaining a long tradition of military personnel competing at Olympic Games, 17 US athletes still in uniform and 4 retired veterans go for the gold in Beijing. The athletes represent a full spectrum from E3's to officers. Aptly enough, NCO's are sprinkled throughout the US delegation in coaching roles.

Indicative of the preponderance of Army athletes, shooting and marksmanship events make up the largest category of participation, though Greco-Roman wrestling, endurance sports and even epee (fencing) demonstrate the range of talent and athletic expression found in the uniformed services.

The Department of Defense website features a thorough section on military Olympic hopefuls. We've only begun to investigate it, but have it bookmarked as the games unfold.

Summer Olympics -- UK Defence Hopefuls

2nd Lt. Joanna Yorke Dyer, Duke of Lancaster Regiment, was among four soldiers killed by a roadside bomb west of Basra City on April 9, 2007.

After graduating Oxford University with a degree in Political Science/Economics, Ms. Dyer went on to Officer Training at the Royal Military Academy Sandhurst. A classmate of Prince William, Joanna commissioned into the Intelligence Corps in December, 2006 and was posted to Iraq to gain operational experience.

Described as "bright, ballsy and an absolute credit to the Army," Jo won both respect and affection from her comrades and superiors. Her commanding officer commended her "boundless enthusiasm" while her peers marveled at her "thirst for knowledge" and pragmatic experience. Of her chipper personality, one mate noted:

"Jo always managed to amaze us with the amount of mail she received – this is testament to just how loved and popular she was. She always spoke with great pride of her family, her partner and her friends back home."

The "partner" Jo extolled -- Lt. Robin Bourne-Taylor of the Household Cavalry (Lifeguards) -- bragged no less of her to the other oarsmen competing that spring for seats on Britain's Men's Eight, a necessary stepping stone to Beijing. "She's the one," he confided to his companionable rowing rival Alastair Heathcote, a captain in the Household Cavalry's Blues and Royals.

Longtime oarsman Bourne-Taylor, impressed by Heathcote's athleticism, had sized him up as an ideal rower. He'd recruited Alastair to join his own longplanned bid for the Olympic crew. The two soldiers encouraged each other in their bids for the Olympic squad through many hours of rigorous land training, Robin mentoring the newcomer in the on-water essentials.

A Basra hand, Heathcote proved a fortunate choice when the stunning news of Johanna's misfortune hit the rower's camp. The captain's was a steady shoulder on which Bourne-Taylor braced himself. While the civilians on the rowing squad certainly "got it" about the deeply personal loss Robin faced, it was Al alone who could share Robin's grief for Jo as a sister-in-arms fallen for Queen and country.

The disciplined stoicism of British soldiery is legendary; compound that with a similar fortitude demanded by the sport of rowing and you have a hard nut for Britain's (equally legendary) sensationalist press to crack.

Keep this in mind as you view Sky News' interview with Lt. Bourne-Taylor and Captain Heathcote. A stiff upper lip should not be mistaken for shallowness of feeling -- indeed: for fellows like these, the measure is quite the contrary.

In rowing preliminaires beginning Saturday (8/9/08), Bourne-Taylor will be competing in pairs while Heathcote boats with the 8. Also in rowing events, Lt. Peter Reed of the Royal Navy competes in men's fours.

Meanwhile Lt. Commander Penny Clark of the Royal Navy goes for the gold in laser radial singles sailing.

For profiles and schedules, check out the Olympics feature page at the MoD's Defence News site.

Sgt. Juan Calderon

Juan Calderon Sr. looks at pictures of his son Marine
Sergeant Juan Calderon Jr., his daughter-in-law Ana and grandson Juan Andres, who was born one month after the younger Calderon died from enemy fire at age 26.

Caption and photo from University of Texas Pan American at Edinburg on the inaugural of the UTPA Valley Heroes Memorial Scholarship Fund, 4/13/05. Heroes honored by the scholarship now include 18 fallen valley service members.

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From FallenHeroesMemorials.com

"I can't believe you're gone compa, as I fill in these lines I can feel a lump in my throat. I remember all the fun times we had in Okinawa, we always talked about El Valle. Your favorite rollas were las de Ramon Ayala, I'll always remember you carnal.

You are a true hero compa, I know you are up there looking down at us singing Ramon Ayalas ,,que me entierren cantando".

Te nos adelantastes compa, but I'll be there one day singing by your side. Te lo prometo tocayo.

Las mas sinceras condolencias para la familia Calderon. Yo tuve la oportunidad de conocer a este gran heroe y fue un buen amigo.

RIP CARNAL, SEMPER FI DEVIL DOG,

Un dia voy parriba y.....
voy a entregar lo que ...
un dia el Senor me presto....' "

JUAN GONZALEZ of OCEANSIDE,CA

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For 2008 scholarship application and to read profiles of the Valley Fallen, visit UTPA Student Financial Services.

UPDATE: Ramon Ayalla's song, unblocked.

Deadline for Valley Heroes 2010-11 Scholarship is May 1st -- click for info.